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"Blah blah blah..."

 OK. I'm depressed blah blah blah...

But how do I fix it?

Is a really good question that I had to ask myself a while ago. And... I don't got shit.

Next question that I had to ask myself was:

Do you want it to change?

And this is where I realized that... I don't.

Listen I don't want to change because this has just become... Normal. I've been this self-loathing selfish ass that it's become normal in a sense. I don't mean like, everyday normal, I know it's wrong but I've grown used to hating myself. And now I'm forced to change and it feels weird.

I still feel like shit.

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Introduction

Hello. For those who don't know me already I'm Adam. i go by the alias of Adum Jane on the internet. I am an INTP personality and I think of myself to be a charismatic kind of introvert. I'm interested in psychology and I tend to know how people work. That's why I have a bit of an upper hand.  I'm just going to write a basic introduction. Hi. I'm Adam. I'm from Slovakia. I'm from a part of Hungary that was separated after W.W.I and added to Slovakia (Fennvidék). This just means that I live in Slovakia, but I don't know too much slovakian. I love playing the guitar and being with my girlfriend (you're gonna hear about her a lot). I love music. I really do. My favourite bands are: Foo Fighters, Nirvana, Megadeth, Metallica, Iron Maiden, The Police & Sting. A broad spectrum I know, but it's who I am. That's really all I can say. It would've been a lot more a year ago, but things change. People change. Well I guess I do too. A week ag...
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Love Letter to Music

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